The Changed You , The Changed Me !!!

Our love story started long before She and I ever actually met.
And when you think about it, most love stories start that way. Every moment leading up to the one in which you meet your future soul mate somehow shapes you and prepares you for that person you were fated for. Any previous heartbreaks or dark days or lonely nights can be crucially important in the grand scheme of things—sometimes we need to know what something feels like when it’s wrong before we can ever really know it when another thing is RIGHT.
Any ways , she will never admit ,she loved me, or may be she is right that way , or may be it's just a one sided love...god Knows....!!
I dont know, what really changed her, her perception towards me......still dont have a hunch.
8 months ago from now on ,when she was at her hometown, very far away from this messy & polluted area , she was at her best , the memories of those days , are still just the same.
The care , the love ,the curiosity to know each other, discussing daily routine, the small fights over nothing.
I dont know what really changed her , there are so many things roaming in my head
May be i did something, that made her change her mind
or may be she has got an option better than me.
I dont know !!! but what i observed is, she changed me completely .
I am a different man now , when i compare myself with who i was a year back ,i feel proud.
she taught me alot.
She got the job , she came to Gurgaon , things were good in the starting , at some point ,she was at her best, but then suddenly things started changing .
I still wonder, does the priorities of people changes with the rise in their standard of living & rise in status.
I dont know , I did every thing what i could have done, to save it, whatever it was between us.
I now, fear to get into relationship, to rely on anyone , i dont tell my problems to anyone now, because i know no one doesnt really care.
For a person like me, love happens a single time in life,I never cared about any other girl like that, never been attached to anyone like that . 
And In spite of the fact , that i have been insulted , thrown out of her life , i dont know but apart of me still hopes to get her back in my life , This may be because of the changes she brought into me or may be cuz of my fear to engaged with someone else , cuz i cant even picture myself with any other girl.
its not like that, that she didnt knew my intentions, she have always known that i love her.
Its only my badluck that i wont make her fall in love with me & on the other hand its me who loves everything about her.
From my childhood I have learnt Change is the need of time , change is always good , but this change aint good for nothing, I can put anything on stake to rollback that change, the change that caused differences between us.