I dont know but today I am missing her a lot....I dont know what so special , its a normal Thursday lyk every week , full of work...her thoughts. ...*sighs*
I still remember, she used to say " every misunderstanding between her & me , clears out on Thursdays. ...her belief in Thursdays, was so strong....belief in SAI....
* Om Sai Ram*
& I believed in everything she used to believe, I started going to SAI temple...just nearby to my staY in Vasant Kunj....I always used to pray about her...as I was happy wid everything I had, I was just scarce of her....she told me once, she is talking to me cuz of SAI...since then my belief in SAI got stronger & stronger....
I used to pray , "I want to meet her"....every week that was my agenda of going to temple & still its the same....nothing changed!!!
Every now & then this is it what I have always wanted , I wanted to meet her...its not lyk that I was so eager to date her or to go on long drives....I just wanted to meet her....just to hold her hand in mine....& just stare into her eyes....we never made eyes contacts for more than 5-10 secs...I love her deep brown gorgeous eyes.
i dint say I love you , to hear back "I Love you too" from her side...i just wanted to make sure she knew...thats it.
I feel lyk just to be wid her all day long...just to make her happy...to laugh wid her.....to tell things I always wanted to tell her, which I wasn't able to pen down...
& finally i met her one day,....all my prayers paid ...I met her in Delhi metro....I thanked God for making my wish come true...those 15 -16 mins were just magical....I felt heavenly....although we dint spoke ...I heard her laughing....she looked happy....gorgeous as always.
Ironically , we met a week after she disconnected completely from me...I know , it might be somewhat embarrasing moments for her...but that incident left me with something to remember for a lifetime.
*gasps*
Hmmm...this Thursday I am in Aligarh , lying lonely in a hotel room thinking of her....listening to her songs....
& thinking if she is missing me too...or it is just an another usual Thursday.
I still remember, she used to say " every misunderstanding between her & me , clears out on Thursdays. ...her belief in Thursdays, was so strong....belief in SAI....
* Om Sai Ram*
& I believed in everything she used to believe, I started going to SAI temple...just nearby to my staY in Vasant Kunj....I always used to pray about her...as I was happy wid everything I had, I was just scarce of her....she told me once, she is talking to me cuz of SAI...since then my belief in SAI got stronger & stronger....
I used to pray , "I want to meet her"....every week that was my agenda of going to temple & still its the same....nothing changed!!!
Every now & then this is it what I have always wanted , I wanted to meet her...its not lyk that I was so eager to date her or to go on long drives....I just wanted to meet her....just to hold her hand in mine....& just stare into her eyes....we never made eyes contacts for more than 5-10 secs...I love her deep brown gorgeous eyes.
i dint say I love you , to hear back "I Love you too" from her side...i just wanted to make sure she knew...thats it.
I feel lyk just to be wid her all day long...just to make her happy...to laugh wid her.....to tell things I always wanted to tell her, which I wasn't able to pen down...
& finally i met her one day,....all my prayers paid ...I met her in Delhi metro....I thanked God for making my wish come true...those 15 -16 mins were just magical....I felt heavenly....although we dint spoke ...I heard her laughing....she looked happy....gorgeous as always.
Ironically , we met a week after she disconnected completely from me...I know , it might be somewhat embarrasing moments for her...but that incident left me with something to remember for a lifetime.
*gasps*
Hmmm...this Thursday I am in Aligarh , lying lonely in a hotel room thinking of her....listening to her songs....
& thinking if she is missing me too...or it is just an another usual Thursday.
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