Friday, February 14, 2014

You !!!

Fighting each day with myself, not to talk to you ....not to write to you.

I want to talk to you... still I hear echoes of your laugh... still your.... "ho gaya...? "
"Haha ....very funny "... "mtlb ki"

Makes me think of you... !!!
Still when I am travelling by metro ....my eyes searches for you...thinking may be someday again I"ll go lucky again to see you...my eyes searches the people's faces on road for you ,every time I am in Gurgaon !!!

Missing my inspiration....my drive force....which motivated me to work...to innvovate !!!

I thought wid tym the feeling for you will fade away...I tried moving on....its been 3 months...but nothing changed ...except that we dont talk anymore.

Still....everyday I put your number on dialling screen...but cancelled the dialling... still your words
"I dont feel happy talking to you" **pinches me**
This is the only thing , holding me back to not to talk to you...
I dont know ....how to deal with  it....but everyday you're the first thing that comes up in my mind & last before I goes to sleep.

" I don't know where I stand with you, nor do I know what I mean to you. All I know is that every time I think of you, I want to be with you."

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